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Drowning in my Thoughts

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This is a story of a girl named Mayuki Kaiharo Hanamari from a first person point of view. I honestly don't know which direction it will go because when writing I change my mind and the ideas come to me while writing, not before. I'll put an a/n every now and then, and try to update frequently. The title is also a work in progress. Also sorry it will probably be basic and boring, but oh well. I might make this an apocalypse story. Anyways I'll shut up now lol.

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Someday - A Short Story by HowlEngel

Life was dull, boring, and mechanical. I’ve always wondered if this would change. If something interesting will happen. I always hoped something interesting will happen. A falling meteor that would destroy half of town, an alien invasion, or even the Apocalypse. Anything, just to relieve me of this monotonous life I lead. “Urgh,” I groaned as I reached over to turn off the alarm clock that sounded like a hundred sirens in the early hours of dawn. The golden sun hasn’t come out to expel the surrounding darkness yet. I figured it would take an hour more or so for the sun to show its shining face, so I decided to eat breakfast and take a bath first. But little did I know that today was the day that my life would change. It was the day I met her. ---------- A short story. Hey guys! This is my first try writing a pure romance story. I hope you'll like it. :D This story will be rarely updated, since I'm busy with school and stuff. So, sorry in advance. ~Just Perfect EDIT: As of 03/29/14 (arranged in this order: dd/mm/yy), this story has deviated from its original "pure romance," into something worth delving deeper into. Quite interesting. And because of this... "something worth delving deeper into," I have decided to continue the story with a PART TWO! Though that will have to wait until after Exile. Or maybe when I get tired of Exile and hope to continue this again. But either way, there WILL be a part two for those who want more zoophilia. Cheers! 03/31/14 (again, in the dd/mm/yy order): Added a simple cover. Will be using this until I am able to draw a better image resembling both of the girl's forms. August 6, 2014: New cover. I like it.

『I D O L B O Y』 • HANANENE/AMANENE by nazuukoi

Hello! Alright, so this story is set in my own version of the idol AU, and it is PURE FLUFF. There's some moments that aren't (they're more serious/emotional scenes), but I make sure to add plenty of fluff after to make up for it! •Hanako is alive in this AU, and "Hanako" is just a stage name he uses. He's a faceless idol, so all you hear are the songs, but nobody knows who he is or what he looks like. •Yashiro and Amane aren't close at all in this AU. She knows his name, but they've never had a full conversation, only ever the basic classmate conversations you'd expect. •Amane's parents are the only ones who know that he's an idol. Not even Tsukasa knows. •Amane doesn't have any friends in this AU, like in his canon backstory. He doesn't skip classes, however he does always have bandages or plasters (bandaids if you're American) on places like his nose and arms. •Tsukasa is very much like how he was in canon in this AU. His parents are aware of what's going on with him, but they're too scared to do anything because of things that will be revealed later on. •Amane's personality is overall the same as in canon, same with Nene. There are a few differences, but they can mostly be observed in the story. RANKINGS; #1 in hananene #3 in tbhkfanfic #1 in amanene

Worlds Apart [COMPLETE] by GoldShaken

Nothing could compare to the way her gaze made me feel. The flames licking my skin and the raging fire in my veins was way more bearable. The moment our eyes connected, it was like my body found a new kind of flame. The kind that only she was able to draw from me. I've never felt my body being set ablaze like this before. One day here in this new town and I was already losing my mind over my new neighbour. A really pretty, hot neighbour. Her long, wavy platinum blonde hair, pale skin and icy blue eyes that seemed to stare depths into my soul and keep me frozen in place. I couldn't seem to leave. Her pink lips were parted slightly as she tried to catch her breath. I swallowed. One step forward and I could hold her. One tilt of my head and I could kiss her lips. If only I could have a taste of those lips- I have to get out of here. I turned and left, my heart nearly overpowering my brain to stop and go back to her. Only one thought kept me going. Who could ever love a monster? -_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_ Hey guys! I'm back with a new story and I've had this idea in my head for quite some time and I'm glad to finally be posting it! Firstly, I got inspiration for this book from a Korean drama called "Goblin" and it's one of the best dramas I've come across after so long. Secondly, no reuploading or copying or plagiarising or whatever it is that is illegal because I will slice your neck and leave you hanging to die :) Jk, maybe. Not really. Thirdly, please enjoy this book and leave comments! Sincerely, Janice GoldShaken *Created, Published & Completed in Year 2017* (Editing Complete ~2018)

Mother Mary by __0kat0__

I honestly hate this story but so many seem to love it so I'm keeping it up. I wrote the original (no edits) in my freshmen year of high school. I am now about to start my first year of college. I have tried to edit it throughout the years but I'm still not a big fan. Despite that, it will stay up due to the fact that so many people like it so I can't bring myself to delete it. Formally known as "they call me Hinata shoyo" Trapped in his mind hinata shoyou is forced to deal with wanting to die but being to scared to do so. He once had a mom and a sweet younger sister witch he would play with. He would play dolls and have tea parties with her, but one day her and shoyous mom leave to go to the playground together like they did every day. But on that day they never returned home leaving shoyou alone with his father who once was a respectable person who shoyou looked up to, but had become aggressive. Song: "Mother Mary"- Mr.Kitty

RAINED DOWN.(SUPER SLOW UPDATES) by weirdowithpotata

Zeya had always been struggling to get her grades straight. This being her last year of school, she is ready to go to war for her A's. But the world gives her a reality check when she fails physics in her first term. Fighting with constant anxiety and nervousness, she is still learning to rebuild herself. Love life has been a closed case for her. But when she is met with a mid-life 'crisis', will she be able to pull herself up, or will it drown her? (FYI, the age gap is of eight years STORY IS AN ORIGINAL WORK) DISCLAIMER: This is my first story, so the plot can be seen through or the editing can be bad. So please be patient with me. And at some points, you will cringe at the MC's decision, but I hope to make things better. #1 in overthinking 26.01.25 #2 in overthinking. 31.12.24 #23 in enemies to friends. 27.12.24

WHAT THE HECK?! IS THIS REAL???!!! (one direction fanfic)(COMPLETED) by HandSandCtwinsisters

"Hi my name is Chelsie" "and i'm Shani" we are both normal 15 year old girls to be honest it was a normal school day as ever we always walk to school waiting for our other 2 friends Ashley and Ashlynn they are twins annnyways back to the topic we were walking at school and chelsie was reading books on her phone like always when the twins saw harry and Louis walk by they were crazy till chelsie snapped them out of it once we went to our math lesson apparently one direction is coming to visit our school after math yayyy~ but sadly one of our friends collapsed and lets just say she became a zombie and started biting people what will happen will we survive or will we get turned you have to read and find out XD (WARNING!! This fanfiction was made when both me and my friend was 14 so you have been warned!)

Secret Mind ✓ by sadlyish

"She's right! She's right! I don't cut in the right spot." My hold tightens on my wrist. The red blood oozes out of my wrist. I slide up and grab my bag and run out of the bathroom. I don't care if people can see the blood I just want to get out. I race for the doors and shove through people. I earn a lot of glares and glances that read "weirdo." I ignore and push. I run to my house and lock myself in my bathroom. I don't bother closing the front door cause I don't care if people come in to kill me. I grab my razor and cut deep cuts into my arm and wrists falling into a pool of my own blood. • • • Evangeline has a great life. Friends? Check! Good grades? Check! Loving family? Check! But what if she has secrets that nobody knows of? What if the only thing she can trust is her secret diary? What if slowly but surly she's dying inside? How can an innocent twelve year old deal with these problems? Will she keep on facing these problem till the day she breaks. Her school burns down forcing her into a different school to meet different people and she has to fit into a different lifestyle as well. Meet Evangeline. Now at 17 years of age in a new high school. Not all girls anymore. No uniform. Meet Drake. Your classic bad-boy. He just moved to Saint Abigail high school. He is assigned partners with the quiet, calm, unnoticed Evangeline. As time progresses he finds that she isn't as happy on the inside as she is on the outside. Can he save her? Or is it too late? • • • Some rude language. Depression and cutting. Don't say I didn't warn you. Okay, I wrote this at the start of this year (may 2016) and I had very poor writing skills. This book hasn't been edited and the whole idea is cliche so I wouldn't recommend you read it but I'm not stopping you, either. Read at your own risk. • • • Copyright © 2017 by -moonlust. All rights reserved.

Some Lies can Run by sheepdog_thegreat

It's the future, and a war has knocked out half of the human race. The jungle has taken over most of the land, and people live in tribes or groups deep within the forest. Every group has a population of at least 300, and all of the tribes are against each other. Naikee lives in a group called the Sowadan group, and they live in the south region of the world. Each group is forbidden to go past the gates that hide their villages. Naikee is sick and tired of living within the walls of her villages, and she's always wondered what it would be like to go past them. On the morning of her Celebration of Life (basically a birthday), she finds a whole in the wall and runs past the gates and into the wild. After days of traveling she accidentally runs into a group called the Kaiboo, which are one of the most dangerous groups in the world. They are known for their cannibalism, though no one has ever dared to enter their gates. Before anyone can capture her, a boy named Mika runs into her and takes her to a secret underground storage. He only goes to her and talks to give her the meals at morning, afternoon, and night. After several days of this same thing, Naikee finally confronts him and makes him tell her whats going on. They get to talking, and he comes back to check on her more often now. As she develops a crush and they fall in love, they don't realize but they might be changing the course of history. Note: I'm sorry about the spacing, I'm not exactly sure how to do this because it's my first story. Someone can comment to me how to space if they're bothered by it, but just know each new section in a chapter is meant to be a new paragraph. Thank you so much fo reading!!! @allie!!!!!

Loving Aaron. by Maxahaha

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Keep on living dear by JadaLove300903

*CONTAINS MANGA SPOILERS* Manipulation, lying, fear. After Yashiro Nene becomes aware that her life is coming to an end, the trio struggle with how they should continue acting. On top of that, Hanako has been keeping secrets and disappearing out of nowhere at the most random times. Akane has his eye on Yashiro for some reason. Teru is becoming more loathing of Hanako. and darkness begins to build in the shadows from a certain choppy haired psychopath and his minions. ANGST ALL THE WAY AND DRAMA/MYSTERY/ROMANCE/ TRAGEDY? Art isn't mine nor are the characters but the book cover was made by me ;) Art by @Minatsu Sorai Completed-20th June 2020

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Life was dull, boring, and mechanical. I’ve always wondered if this would change. If something interesting will happen. I always hoped something interesting will happen. A falling meteor that would destroy half of town, an alien invasion, or even the Apocalypse. Anything, just to relieve me of this monotonous life I lead. “Urgh,” I groaned as I reached over to turn off the alarm clock that sounded like a hundred sirens in the early hours of dawn. The golden sun hasn’t come out to expel the surrounding darkness yet. I figured it would take an hour more or so for the sun to show its shining face, so I decided to eat breakfast and take a bath first. But little did I know that today was the day that my life would change. It was the day I met her. ---------- A short story. Hey guys! This is my first try writing a pure romance story. I hope you'll like it. :D This story will be rarely updated, since I'm busy with school and stuff. So, sorry in advance. ~Just Perfect EDIT: As of 03/29/14 (arranged in this order: dd/mm/yy), this story has deviated from its original "pure romance," into something worth delving deeper into. Quite interesting. And because of this... "something worth delving deeper into," I have decided to continue the story with a PART TWO! Though that will have to wait until after Exile. Or maybe when I get tired of Exile and hope to continue this again. But either way, there WILL be a part two for those who want more zoophilia. Cheers! 03/31/14 (again, in the dd/mm/yy order): Added a simple cover. Will be using this until I am able to draw a better image resembling both of the girl's forms. August 6, 2014: New cover. I like it.