Until Death

" I loved her. I loved her so much. And I ask her everyday why she did what she did, I get no answers. She took those with her when she went. Leaving me, all of us angry, empty, and confused. And I know that hurt won't ever go away. But, there will come a day when I won't feel it every minute. And the anger wont be so hot, and the other feelings will fade. And I'll be left with only love. A good friend once said to me, I can love you and still let you go. So, river I love you and I let you go. I'm gonna miss you... And I hope that wherever you go next, you feel peace, you feel safe, in a way that you never did here. Wherever you go next, I hope you know that I love you. "

for octavious, the pain is unbearable. It's one thing to fall in love When you try rescuing someone and discover they can't be reached, why would you ever throw that back in their face? right. But sometimes there's nothing left to do but move on.You can't go back to how things were and you can't stop the future.