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A Guide to Lucas Middleton ✓

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❝ I don't even know why I even think of him so much, but I do, and it hurts.❞


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A boy by the name of Lucas Middleton dies of a terminal illness, and with an assembly in school, his death changes the lives of a peculiar group of people.

A story that is told in three different perspectives:

ISABELLA DEL VECCHIO, the anxiety-ridden, closeted new girl with a hopeless crush on another girl, who has absolutely no relations to the dead boy.

As she finds the girl that she yearned for crying in a bathroom stall over the death of one of her friends, she finds herself getting pulled deeper and deeper into the death of the boy that she hasn't even ever spoken to in person.

NATHAN SMITH, the star player and captain of the baseball team, the most popular boy in school, and absolutely heartbroken over his best friend's death. 

He's confused, bewildered, sad and angered all at once. And sooner or later, he discovers his conflicting feelings about his ex-best friend, and that maybe it's alright to be the one that needs comforting.

LUCAS MIDDLETON, the quiet nobody that nobody every really took notice to and is just about managing with his daily financial needs. He has confusing, horrible, and hopeless feelings towards his best friend that is his polar opposite.

He's always wondered why his heart beats quicker than usual when he was around him, or why his stomach would be filled with butterflies when he looks into his eyes.

And with a diagnosis of a terminal illness, he has come to terms with and knows that his death won't be far.

Only question is, how far?

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Crash and Burn (BoyxBoy) by SarahEvansxox

I pulled myself out as I shut my eyes in pain as little bits of shattered glass tore into my flesh. I managed myself out of the vehicle. I attempted to make my legs work again by standing slowly. I gathered all my strength before attempting to pick my brother up once again and walking as his feet dragged behind us. An explosion rang in my ears and sent me shooting against a tree on a wet patch of grass. Then it all goes black... ...::::...::::... Jeremy Mathews is a nerdy type of emo guy. He was involved in a tragic bus accident on his way from school. He's forgotten minor details of his life like his favorite outfit and color, but he's also forgotten some major things like his parents, his bully, his crush, his friends, his academics, and anything in between. He suffers from severe memory loss, no scrapbook can save him from this one. Martin Valve is Jeremy's bully. He's hated him since as long as anyone could remember but... no one knows why. Joyce Valentine is Jeremy's best friend and defender. She's always there for him. He can always find a safe place with her, including when he loses his memory. Xander Timmons is Jeremy's crush. He's the greatest guy you'll ever meet. Quarterback of the football team, nice, smart, and an all around good person. Will he be able to help Jeremy remember the details of his entire life, or maybe just the minor one that is, Xander. Xander has always been fond of the younger boy. He doesn't know why but he does know he cares for him, a lot. All Xander wants is for Jeremy to be the same guy he used to be. The nice, charismatic, loving, and sweet guy he's so used to. He'll do anything to get him back. (Sorry for the poorly written description) *complete* *In editing*

•Purple• by Jay25211

Cameron Anderson is a normal and happy guy. He just moved into a new city. Even though he misses his girlfriend, he's still very happy. When he goes to his new school, he runs into Calvin Clayton. Cameron never had many friends, that's why he was very happy Calvin wanted to be his friend, but when Calvin introduces him to his friends start to be a bad influence on him, he takes a little distance from his friends. When Cameron takes a little distance from his new friends he meets another boy. He's slightly younger than him. They become really good friends! But one night, when the boy walked home, he was murdered and found dead on the streets. No one expected this to happen, especially because he was so young and never did anything wrong! Cameron wants to find the one that killed his friend, and make him pay for what he did. But every clue he finds points to Calvin being the one who killed the young boy. Cameron doesn't believe it. To proof himself wrong, he starts to grow closer to Calvin again. But what he doesn't know is that Calvin is starting to fall in love with him. A/n: Please don't copy this story, it takes a lot of my time to write this. All these characters are mine, this is not a fan fiction like any of my other stories. Love you all!!💜💜 Small disclaimer: I wrote this when I was 13/14. This is messy and needs a heavy rewrite! (Don't know if that will ever happen tho) You have been warned🤗😂💜 [added 2024]

Learning To Love by renee_dixon_

Ollie, a lonely boy who suffers from anxiety is a boy who just can't be free. Dealing with a drug problem, an abusive father, and his friend group falling apart, he rides the waves of life's struggles, and finds love in an angry boys eyes. Lucas, the angry boy who struggles with self esteem and coming to terms with his real identity. He's terrified of facing rejection, he's terrified of facing the truth, and he's terrified of being alone, yet he pushes everyone away. This is the story about two boys learning to love in a world full of hate. A spin off from the Grayson Price book: you do not have to read Grayson Price to read this book. Disclaimer: violence, trigger warning, harsh substances and bad language. MATURE

ORIGINAL:The Boy With A Touch Of Cancer(BxB) by Jeanne_Wolf

"Leo pinned me against the wall with his hips; his hands gently gripping my wrists, keeping my arms above my head against the cool brick behind me. His beautiful, hazy blue eyes -that had turned straight quicksilver, again- were filled with such an intense, carnal desire I couldn't even look into them, so I looked over his shoulder. I saw a small group of kids from the group standing out by their cars who would easily be able to see what we were doing...or at least what Leo was doing to me. At that moment, my mind started wandering to all the things that I could be doing to him right now...but I stopped that train of thought, immediately, as it started heading to all the wrong places... All the dirty places... All of those places involving a very hard part of my body... I glanced back at Leo; his gaze was still as intense as it was before (unfortunately). He smirked at me and said confidently, "You can't ignore me forever, Ethan. You're eventually gonna fall for my charms..." Ethan Carter was focused on 2 things. 1. School (obviously) and 2. Getting over ex (it's proving to be, harder than he thought), but now he has to add dying to that list, and suddenly having feelings for a boy (which has happened once before, but Ethan tries to forget it). Leo Malone makes Ethan feel things he's never felt for another guy. Leo's sweet, patient, and understanding, the only problem is, he's a guy. Ethan tries to ignore the fact that his heart flutters every time he sees Leo, or that he can't ever stop thinking about him; but if having cancer has taught him one thing, it's that, "You have to live in the present, as you may not have a future."

A slow fall by paiigess

It was gradual. Lucas had always been there, but it was always as his brother's friend, not his own. Not really. When they began hanging out more, Caleb began realising there was a lot he never knew about the boy, and he began wanting to learn everything he could about him. With his brother's both having moved away for school, Caleb had the chance to learn more about Lucas than ever before. He didn't stop to think that that goes both ways, but maybe that's just what he needed. Maybe the love he sought was right there in front if him. --- Find out how Caleb slowly falls into to despair and love. Is that not an oxymoron? Which emotion is stronger? Seriously, it's a slow burn. Slow is in the title. *This is a bxb that deals with sensitive themes and mature subjects. Take care.*

A Second Chance by lisaaaaa1616

Clay's life seems fine, but is everything except from fine due to bullies ruining his happiness day by day. His grandpa is the only one who knows everything about him, but when he gets really sick and passes away, Clay's life completely collapses. To regain his control, he starts developing obsessive behaviour, getting so bad that it turns into OCD. The control he tried to regain gets lost even further with the day. But when the only place, his sport, he finds peace also gets ruined by bullies and his OCD, George is suddenly there to stick up for him when everyone else isn't. At least... that's what it seems like. TW's: -Suicide attempt and thoughts -Death (due to sickness) -Betrayal (fake love) -Homophobia -Self harm -Bullying -Abuse -OCD

A Different Kind Of Love Triangle by Jazzy_Joy

[A BoyxBoyxBoy Love Story] "If only I could kiss him and tell him I'm there.. I'm here.." "There's this border that you are so scared of crossing" "No... not like love love.. Like LOVE love.." "I didn't want to fall in love with you.. But here I am." ~~~~~~~ Nathan, A 20 year old sexually confused college student finds himself in a debacle when he gets in a love triangle with his dormmates.. Well.. It's a different kind of Love Triangle. Nathan Walker has been living with his roommates for two years now.. But this last year brings a whirlwind. You see.. He has developed feelings for both of his roommates. Kinoshita Sora also known as Aiden, A 21 year old football player with the body of a Greek god and the demeanor of a puppy. And Endrik Rebane who goes by the name of "N", A cute redhead with dripping sarcasm and delicious cooking skills. With these feelings comes a lot of hardships as the three roommates figure out how to deal with their feelings, each of them with their own demons. And soon everything changes when Nathan finds himself in a love triangle... But as you've heard, This is a.. A different kind of Love Triangle. ----- Thanks to @chatnoir--yato for double checking for typos and mistakes. She's my editor in chief 😌

So Where Does that Put Us (boy x boy) by LifeDeep

"When something terrible happens to someone, everyone feels sorry for you at first, they take your hand and cry fake tears and say how 'special' you are, how strong you are. But after a while they forget...Then they don't see a person anymore they just see this terrible thing and think you're terrible because of it...It's like a little switch that goes off in people's heads: one minute everyone is your friend and they care oh-so much, then, when things die down, they become terrified of you. You'd be surprised to see what fear can make someone do." Justin Ivanov has never led much of a normal life, but when his sister passes away, his entire world falls apart. Trapped in an abusive relationship and in a school where everyone is scared of him, Justin continues to deteriorate, pinning all his hope on his confused best friend, Ben Fulton. He struggles to keep his family together without them finding out the hidden secret of his sexuality. But the more he fails, the closer he gets to losing himself forever. Ben Fulton doesn't understand what depression is. He doesn't understand why people have it or how to fix it. But when the sudden death of his best friend's sister leaves him feeling empty, he comes too close to comfort with just what depression can make someone do. Trying to sort out his own emotions, sexuality, and future out, Ben also has to balance trying to save Justin. But the more he tries, the more his feelings grow for his best friend, and the closer Justin gets to destroying himself.

Learning to Live Again by bear8tea

(BoyXBoy) Death has a strange way of working. While it takes away someone you love it can bring you closer to someone you never thought you would get along with. You'll have to find a way settle your differences to find a way to live again. Damien is your typical outcast. He has the strange looks, he doesn't speak out, his only friend is the quite new boy who's parents had been murdered not even a year ago, not to mention he's most likely gay. When Sam, the only person Damien had thought of as a love interest, dies strange things start happening, he pretty sure the ghost of Sam is following him around, he's just seeing things...right? Being taken away from the only person you have ever loved can kill you. For Noah living without Sam, a boy he has only known for a few months, is pure hell. It's like he had died along with the younger boy. He locks himself in his room and doesn't talk to anyone. He's finally forced to go to a therapy, that's when he meets Damien. The two are connected by the death of the only person they have ever loved. Will this be a good thing? How do they react knowing they both fell from the same person? And was that really the ghost of Sam that Damien saw, or was he just seeing things? Ghost aren't real...or are they?

REVISED:The Boy With A Touch Of Cancer (BxB) by Jeanne_Wolf

"Leo pinned me against the wall with his hips. His hands gently gripped my wrists, keeping my arms above my head against the cool brick behind me. His quicksilver eyes were filled with such an intense, carnal desire I couldn't even look into them, so I looked over his shoulder. I saw a few kids from the group standing out by their cars who would easily be able to see what we were doing...or at least what Leo was doing to me. At that moment, my mind started wandering to all the things that I could be doing to him right now...but I stopped that train of thought immediately, as it started heading to all the wrong places... All the dirty places. I glanced back at Leo. His gaze was still as intense as it was before. He smirked at me and said confidently, "You can't ignore me forever, Ethan. You're eventually gonna fall for my charms..." Ethan Carter was focused on 2 things. 1. School (obviously) and 2. Getting over ex (it's proving to be, harder than he thought), but now he has to add dying to that list, and suddenly having feelings for a boy. Leo Malone makes Ethan feel things he's never felt for another guy. Leo's sweet, patient, and understanding...the only problem is, he's a guy. Ethan tries to ignore the fact that his heart flutters every time he sees Leo, or that he can't ever stop thinking about him, but if having cancer has taught him one thing, it's that you have to live in the present, as you may not have a future.

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Crash and Burn (BoyxBoy) cover

Learning To Love cover

ORIGINAL:The Boy With A Touch Of Cancer(BxB) cover

A slow fall cover

A Second Chance cover

A Different Kind Of Love Triangle cover

So Where Does that Put Us (boy x boy) cover

Learning to Live Again cover

REVISED:The Boy With A Touch Of Cancer (BxB) cover

Crash and Burn (BoyxBoy)

I pulled myself out as I shut my eyes in pain as little bits of shattered glass tore into my flesh. I managed myself out of the vehicle. I attempted to make my legs work again by standing slowly. I gathered all my strength before attempting to pick my brother up once again and walking as his feet dragged behind us. An explosion rang in my ears and sent me shooting against a tree on a wet patch of grass. Then it all goes black... ...::::...::::... Jeremy Mathews is a nerdy type of emo guy. He was involved in a tragic bus accident on his way from school. He's forgotten minor details of his life like his favorite outfit and color, but he's also forgotten some major things like his parents, his bully, his crush, his friends, his academics, and anything in between. He suffers from severe memory loss, no scrapbook can save him from this one. Martin Valve is Jeremy's bully. He's hated him since as long as anyone could remember but... no one knows why. Joyce Valentine is Jeremy's best friend and defender. She's always there for him. He can always find a safe place with her, including when he loses his memory. Xander Timmons is Jeremy's crush. He's the greatest guy you'll ever meet. Quarterback of the football team, nice, smart, and an all around good person. Will he be able to help Jeremy remember the details of his entire life, or maybe just the minor one that is, Xander. Xander has always been fond of the younger boy. He doesn't know why but he does know he cares for him, a lot. All Xander wants is for Jeremy to be the same guy he used to be. The nice, charismatic, loving, and sweet guy he's so used to. He'll do anything to get him back. (Sorry for the poorly written description) complete In editing