❝ I don't even know why I even think of him so much, but I do, and it hurts.❞
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A boy by the name of Lucas Middleton dies of a terminal illness, and with an assembly in school, his death changes the lives of a peculiar group of people.
A story that is told in three different perspectives:
ISABELLA DEL VECCHIO, the anxiety-ridden, closeted new girl with a hopeless crush on another girl, who has absolutely no relations to the dead boy.
As she finds the girl that she yearned for crying in a bathroom stall over the death of one of her friends, she finds herself getting pulled deeper and deeper into the death of the boy that she hasn't even ever spoken to in person.
NATHAN SMITH, the star player and captain of the baseball team, the most popular boy in school, and absolutely heartbroken over his best friend's death.
He's confused, bewildered, sad and angered all at once. And sooner or later, he discovers his conflicting feelings about his ex-best friend, and that maybe it's alright to be the one that needs comforting.
LUCAS MIDDLETON, the quiet nobody that nobody every really took notice to and is just about managing with his daily financial needs. He has confusing, horrible, and hopeless feelings towards his best friend that is his polar opposite.
He's always wondered why his heart beats quicker than usual when he was around him, or why his stomach would be filled with butterflies when he looks into his eyes.
And with a diagnosis of a terminal illness, he has come to terms with and knows that his death won't be far.
Only question is, how far?
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Cameron Anderson is a normal and happy guy. He just moved into a new city. Even though he misses his girlfriend, he's still very happy.
When he goes to his new school,
he runs into Calvin Clayton. Cameron never had many friends, that's why he was very happy Calvin wanted to be his friend, but when Calvin introduces him to his friends start to be a bad influence on him, he takes a little distance from his friends.
When Cameron takes a little distance from his new friends he meets another boy. He's slightly younger than him.
They become really good friends! But one night, when the boy walked home, he was murdered and found dead on the streets.
No one expected this to happen, especially because he was so young and never did anything wrong! Cameron wants to
find the one that killed his friend, and make him pay for what he did. But every
clue he finds points to Calvin being the one who killed the young boy. Cameron doesn't believe it. To proof himself wrong,
he starts to grow closer to Calvin again. But what he doesn't know is that Calvin is starting to fall in love with him.
A/n: Please don't copy this story, it takes a lot of my time to write this. All these characters are mine, this is not a fan fiction like any of my other stories. Love you all!!💜💜
Small disclaimer: I wrote this when I was 13/14. This is messy and needs a heavy rewrite! (Don't know if that will ever happen tho) You have been warned🤗😂💜 [added 2024]