To live and die alone | Captain Marvel
judelaw_
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  • Parts 25
  • Time 7h 34m
judelaw_
Ongoing, First published Jun 23, 2019
Mature
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"Was there anything you told me that wasn't a lie?"

"Yes."

Maybe he shouldn't say it. Maybe he should just say that every single thing, every compliment, every laugh they shared together during those six years, had just been a lie. Nothing more. Maybe she would finally kill him then, relieve him from this misery.

He just wanted this to be over. 

He was a failure. And needed to end as one.

But this wasn't about him. And for once in his life he realized that. This wasn't about what he did or didn't deserve, it was about what she deserved. And she deserved to hear the truth - just for once - and he would provide her with it.

"I am proud of you."
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