Searching
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Jade Smith wasn't a very happy girl, she was very sensitive in fact. It was very easy to break her spirit. She hated that some people didn't understand this, to Jade it felt as if they loved to torment her to just break her down.
School felt no better for Jade it started with her elementary best friends turning on her all due to a small comment. She just felt lost. Her insecurities, her flaws, she hated when people pointed them out.
Jade just wanted something or someone who could make her happy. To be the rainbow after her thunderstorm. So she holds on.
Searching and hoping to find her happiness.
Will she find it?
Will she become strong enough to fight her demons?
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