(completed/finished)
Hi, My name is Alec Lightwood. I'm not that good about being social and being the head of the spotlight, but here we go. I'm going to take you down a road telling my story, and the reason why I killed myself, or tried to anyway...
Alec Lightwood is 17 and hates his life. The only person he had left is Magnus Bane, the one person he truely loves but he knows he will never feel the same as it is so obvious he loves Camille. He couldn't take it any longer, he couldn't take the heartbreak he had to live everyday seeing how happy Magnus was with Camille, he couldn't take the hate he had to live everyday from his family, he couldn't take the loner that was creeping into his life, knowing he had no one left. He only had one way to escape this torture he was living in....
(these characters do not belong to me. All rights belong to CASSANDRA CLARE)
{PLEASE READ NOTES DOWN BELOW⬇️}
(I just wanted to say that there will be mentions of self harm and attempt suicide in this fanfic, so if you do not like that topic or it makes you feel uncomfortable, I wouldn't recommend this book for you)
(there is also strong language in this fanfic{swearing}, so if you are not comfortable with strong language, please dont read this fanfic)
(the reasons I am giving these notes out are because I do not want to make any of the readers feel uncomfortable, I would hate for the readers to feel triggered, hurt, or mad at this fanfic, so please read through these warnings so you know what you will be reading when you read this fanfic)
Alexander Lightwood is heartbroken. He feels betrayed, confused, and a little angry. Magnus Bane had left him behind without hearing a word of reason, he broke Alec's heart, and Alec doesn't know what to do. So in order to try and move on, Alec builds a wall. No emotions, no connections, no emotional pain. Physical pain though? Well, that's a different story. This new Alec, the Alec that doesn't even allow a soft spot for his little sister, has only one goal in mind:
To be the best.
**ALL RIGHTS TO CASSANDRA CLARE FOR HER AMAZING CHARACTERS. I OWN NONE OF THEM EXCEPT FOR MY VERY FEW OCs**
***THE COVER IMAGE WAS FOUND ON GOOGLE BUT I EDITED IT AND MADE IT A COVER YO SO YEAH***