To Tired For Today

Russia×America kinda sorta
might contain gore, fluff and some strong language. This will also contain suicide and triggering topics.(Might contain smut but I dont plan on it)

America isnt doing to good. He is always tired and is failing his classes, falling into depression and other problems. He meets Russia and germamy, they soon become friends while working on a project together. America reveals some thing about himself catching everybodys attention, especially the bullies.
America starts dating Ukraine only for her to break his heart causing his depression to worsen. (She changes to be better dont hate her) Russia notices his friend in need and dedicates himself to helping his friend....friend well that might change in the future just wait to find out. America continued to get bullied and attempts to harm himself due to the constant abuse from his bully
Everything goes good till one day he mysteriously falls ill passing out at field day. What will they do?

I try to update weekly or even monthly
if the chapter contains any gore or nsfw I will warn you at the beginning of the chapter.
Ships
America×Russia
Mexico×Canada
Germany×Poland
(Thats all I got for now)