I Hate Love But Why Not You//NamjoonxReader

I know what the book cover shows, but I'm trying to make this book neutral.
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"Wassup, Y/-" the boy was cut off from his seductive introduction back into your life.

You stood there, books in hand as you pushed your glasses back up your nose, sweater sleeve falling down your arm as you do so. Clearing your throat and looking him coldly in the eyes, "Kim, I want nothing from you. I'm not dealing with whatever you want. You broke me, you are the reason behind my fear, my hatred behind something that's supposed to be so beautiful," tears brimmed your eyes.

"Y/N, please, le-," the most important- the former most important person in your life was cut off once again. You had no interest what lies he would bring to you. Such a brilliant mind he had, but never used it for you unless he got what he wanted in return. 'Kim Namjoon, what happened to you?'

You took your sweater paw and used it to wipe away what soon broke from your seal of emotionless, "You know, I used to want a love story. Where there is the ups and downs, the break ups and makeups, but you showed me how foolish I was for wanting such. So I thank you, but I don't want some dumb apology to have nothing but emptiness in the end. Now, move."

You pushed passed him, his attempt to grab your wrist failed, "I don't want a love story, Kim, especially not one where you play a part," you walk off, silent cries.

He falls to his knees, 'I truly lost them now, you total fuck up.'
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Y/N, a freshman in college, always dreamed of a not-so-perfect love story with their childhood friend Kim Namjoon. Y/n's only hope since they met in day care. Always stuck together, inseparable many would say.

They wished for love with Namjoon, but they knew nothing is perfect. Y/n wanted the cries and the fights of a normal relationship that always works in the end. Their dream was broke during prom in high school.

He wants them back now, both freshmen attending the same college, but Y/n wants nothing but to be alone and succeed.