Lost // Phan // Wonderland au
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Last published Sun, Sep 15, 2019
''Just when he thought he knew where he was, his mind began to play tricks and he found himself lost. It was as if the trees were mocking him with every wrong turn he took. The crisp clear conscious he once had, was now but a foggy mess. The signs that once guided him were now lying. Every place he went to was not what it seemed. Each landmark melting into one. Hadn't he already passed that rock? Was that tree there before? And just like his mind, he began to run in circles.
"Phil?!" He shouted in desperation
Silence answered his calls.
"Phil, please, tell me if your here"
Still no answer.
Now Dan was certain as to where he was. He was in Wonderland.' A place to torture his mind and a place where Phil doesn't exist. Dan has to fight for the freedom of his mind in order to escape the madness of wonderland.
Dan/Phil m/m
Started: June 25th 2019
Last Updated: September 15th 2019
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