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Water Colors

Just like how water and paint mix, they all seemed imperfectly perfect. Just like how you mix a light color and dark, it becomes this most magnificent thing in your whole life. 

A Druggie
A Dealer
An Artist
An Alcoholic
A Flower Child
A Manipulator 
An Outcast

With a story told in different part of views, each cloud of water color has a meaning, each color slowly seeping and colliding into each other. Problems that may seem unsolvable, to a love triangle so toxic; blood might settle onto a dull switchblade knife.

Just Like Water colors, it is supposed to look like a mess, but once you start making a portrait out of it, it can truly become a beautiful masterpiece...

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𝘚𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘓𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘶𝘢𝘨𝘦
𝘜𝘴𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘥𝘳𝘶𝘨𝘴 
𝘝𝘪𝘰𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 
𝘔𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘴
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𝘋𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 

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𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐱𝐞𝐝. 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐣𝐞𝐜𝐭. 𝐒𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐫 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐭. 𝐈𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐨𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐝𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐃𝐌 𝐦𝐞. 

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Even If I Can't Have You. by Xyrrss3

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Stay High by Kenz_Nightingale

Sapnap was a popular boy in a big private school, filled with rich assholes. Punz was the only one that didn't have a lot of money, nor see Sapnap the way everyone else did. When Sapnap met Punz he knew he was in deep. He has to deal with all of the popularity, but behind closed doors him and Punz would have fun. TW/// smoking (weed) attempted suicide slight smut more like lime or lemon (idk the difference) panic attacks abuse started: January 14 2022 ended: February 27 2022 I'll update it most likely everyday or every other day depending on school, basketball, or if I don't have writers block

In the Language of the Flowers by monochromemonotone

{⚣} 'You're the most beautiful person I've ever seen. You know that, don't you? I want to paint you more than I've ever wanted to paint anyone. I want to mix the color of your hair and fold myself into it. I want to shape the curve of your lips.' I touched my thumb to his cupid's bow. His eyes glazed over and flickered like little candle flames. 'I want to paint the lines of your stomach, your hips, all of you on my canvas. Believe me when I say that you are everything to me. I couldn't leave you if I tried, you've got such a tight grip on my heart.' ❦ In which a struggling artist finds his muse in the most unusual of circumstances and a boy who thought he had nothing left to live for is saved. A story about navigating a complicated web of emotion--true, powerful, and painful--and an untamable love. Full summary inside. (Previously titled: Copper)

𝕽𝖚𝖓𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝕳𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙𝖘 by PARISTEEN

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Even If I Can't Have You.

𝘼𝘾𝙏 𝙊𝙉𝙀: 𝙎𝙄𝙉 ╰┈➤ ❝ 𝙄𝙛 𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙖𝙨𝙣'𝙩 𝙖 𝙨𝙞𝙣.. ❞ 𝘼𝘾𝙏 𝙏𝙒𝙊: 𝙄𝙉𝙏𝙄𝙈𝘼𝘾𝙔 ╰┈➤ ❝ 𝙀𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙞𝙛 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙖 𝙨𝙞𝙣, 𝙄 𝙬𝙞𝙨𝙝 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧.❞ 𝘼𝘾𝙏 𝙏𝙃𝙍𝙀𝙀: 𝙇𝙊𝙑𝙀 ╰┈➤ ❝ 𝙁𝙤𝙧 𝙮𝙤𝙪, 𝙄 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙜𝙡𝙖𝙙𝙡𝙮 𝙗𝙚𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙖 𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙧. ❞ ╔═.·:·.✧ ✦ ✧.·:·.═╗ ᒪOᐯE. 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐫𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧, 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐝𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐧𝐮𝐫𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫'𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬. 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐭, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲. 𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑏𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠, 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑙 𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑜𝑤𝑛. ╚═.·:·.✧ ✦ ✧.·:·.═╝ ˏˋ°•*⁀➷. 𝙏𝙬𝙤 𝙗𝙤𝙮𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙨𝙝