The things I never said
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MatureComplete Wed, Jul 3, 2019<5 mins
Part 1: Come and ride through my thoughts as I did. All written in the moment, after awakening from nightmares, times tears were rolling down my cheeks like there was a river of emotion awaiting to erupt, as suicide and anxiety took over after the depression and trauma...
Based off of true feelings from real experiances
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