The Suicidal Soul
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Sarah Phoebe Ramirez is a responsible daughter and a sister. She is beautiful inside and out, she's smart and kind, a very approachable type of person. Everyone admires her. She's living a life close to perfection- happy family, good academic standing, and a great relationship with her friends. 

But unfortunately, things can't just go according to how you wanted it to be. As much as Sarah desires to enjoy the rainbow, the storm and thunder keeps on interfering and thrashing in her life. Like a glass shattered on the floor are the pieces of her devastated heart caused by her own family and friends, by broken dreams and relationships. All of a sudden, her life became the catastrophe she never once imagined. From everyone admiring her, to everyone pitying her. From a life close to perfection, to a life full of desperation.

Until she can't handle it anymore. She can't handle all the sleepless nights battling with depression and brokenness. She's already drowning in the sea of pain and misery, until the only way for salvation is to stop breathing. Stop existing. Stop life.

Will Sarah go for the only way? Or are there other ways for her suicidal soul to be saved?
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80 parts Complete

"I know that we will never be a real couple, but we can at least be nice to each other Aneel" I told him. I've had enough. Tears were starting to prick my eyes, but I didn't let them fall. He looked over at me in a weird expression. Like if I died in front of him, he wouldn't care. "You don't get it, do you?! I. will. never. love. you! I will never care for you. You wait, every day, for me to come home and have dinner with you like normal couples do- you are pathetic. You are nothing! Absolutely nothing to me. You are not even worth my words. You are a loser who has nobody- your parents? They are just like me. They knew that you were worthless and wanted to get rid of you" he said angrily. I was not angry at him. He was telling the truth. I'm nothing. Never was, never will. I nodded. He was right. He was so damn right. Sahra Ali is eighteen years old when she gets married. It was not a marriage out of love, no, she was forced into it. Shre grew up being abused. Her parents sold her for money. No parent would do that, so are her so called parents her real parents? She is trying to survive this marriage, because she believes in Allah and knows that He had a good reason that He gave her all these pain. Aneel Osman is a badboy who wants nothing to do with Islam. He was a muslim when he was younger, but when something bad happened, he blamed Allah for it. Deep inside he knows that it is wrong, but shoves that thought away. He began doing the things Allah prohibited. There was no one to hold onto or to pull him out. He kept falling and falling. And when he has to deal with that girl his parents wants him to marry, he is losing himself more and more. Read the description in the book for the fully version! This is a short draft! ~ Salaam guys, this story is edited! Almost everything has CHANGED and it is now a mature story. I like how it turned out. Thank you for all your support! It still contains small grammar mistakes. You have been warned:)

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