The Suicidal Soul
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Sarah Phoebe Ramirez is a responsible daughter and a sister. She is beautiful inside and out, she's smart and kind, a very approachable type of person. Everyone admires her. She's living a life close to perfection- happy family, good academic standing, and a great relationship with her friends.
But unfortunately, things can't just go according to how you wanted it to be. As much as Sarah desires to enjoy the rainbow, the storm and thunder keeps on interfering and thrashing in her life. Like a glass shattered on the floor are the pieces of her devastated heart caused by her own family and friends, by broken dreams and relationships. All of a sudden, her life became the catastrophe she never once imagined. From everyone admiring her, to everyone pitying her. From a life close to perfection, to a life full of desperation.
Until she can't handle it anymore. She can't handle all the sleepless nights battling with depression and brokenness. She's already drowning in the sea of pain and misery, until the only way for salvation is to stop breathing. Stop existing. Stop life.
Will Sarah go for the only way? Or are there other ways for her suicidal soul to be saved?
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