Euphoria
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„I feel terrible, exhausted and fucking empty. And I only know one thing to feel better; to get high as fuck".
When 17 year old Ivy Reid gets back to school after summer vacation, everything has changed. And with that she doesn't mean, a new hair cut or a new boyfriend. No.
She almost died because of an overdose. And she went to rehab.
So when she returns to school, of course she is the number one topic everyone speaks about. Everyone thinks that she is clean now, but Ivy has no intention of staying clean.
She continues doing drugs and she gets more often in a fight with her family.
But one night at a party wasted and alone, she meets Ash Hernandez. A guy who understands her immediately, because he had the same problems a few years ago like she does.
Ivy's live is changing from one second to the other. She actually has hope, that her live isn't that fucked up.
But what she doesn't know is, that Ash has a dark past. A past that is actually worst than her live at the moment.
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