Getting Through It
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Last published Wed, Jun 26, 2019
I am about to get really honest about, well, everything. I'm going to warn you, you might hate me after reading this, but I really just need to get it all of my chest. I'd start with all the shitty stuff that happened to me today, but I feel like you might need a hell of a back story to really understand the logistics of it.
So, it goes like this....
trigger warning lots of self hate and abuse of substance and people
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