I'm Not Fine At All (5 Seconds of Summer)

"Calum! What was I thinking?! It's.. It's not a secret. I'm just a stupid reject. I mean everybody hates me, you obviously do, in fact, I don't even know why I thought of talking to you. I just thought maybe you would listen and call back, but I don't know. I just."
There was a sigh followed by a long silence that I could not stand. I felt bad, really bad.
"I just want the old days back, Calum. You know, when we were little kids and we didn't have to worry about the way we look or the way we act. Everyone was just themselves and nobody over analyzed other people's words."
She sounded so down, so hopeless. I hated it. It's all because of me and my stupid reputation.
Then she said it.
The words I never wanted to hear from my little fighter.

"I give up."

This would have never happened if it wasn't for that stupid dare...