turbulent || gawsten ✓
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𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐝?
"Look at what happened last time we were together. Look me in the eyes and tell me that wasn't the worst shit you've ever experienced."
𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐢 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐧𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐫
"It was also the best thing I've ever experienced."
𝐦𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐱𝐢𝐞𝐭𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐛𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐧𝐭
in which geoff is horrible at getting over people and awsten is horrible at keeping relationships together.
𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐧 𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐢𝐭
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