Insecure (Depressed/Suicidal Deku)
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Dernière publication mer., août 28, 2019
"People think depression is sadness. People think depression is crying. People think depression is dressing in all black. But people are wrong. Depression is the constant feeling of being numb to life. You wake up in the morning just to go back to bed again."
As Izuku flipped through Pinterest at 1:32 a.m., he couldn't relate more.
"Hmm, so that's why I don't wanna get outta bed in the morning."
~ Maybe some BakuDeku bc im a lil bitch for that shit
~Maybe TodoDeku bc thats cute too
~Maybe BakuTodoDeku if im feeling spicy
MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING
Will contain:
~Bullying
~Self Harm
~Rape
~Suicide
~Suicide Attempt
~Abuse
Practically anything to put Deku through hell, because idk man.
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