When we are young, we dream of what it'll be like when we are older. Things like our own house, our own rules, our own lives. And eventually, we get what we want; however, it's nothing like what we expected. Some things we welcome, while others, we try to reject. Life is hard, and there's no avoiding it. I guess, I never truly realized how much I feared getting older until I was already there. My name is Blake Hart, and this is my story