Pathetic
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  • Reads 244
  • Votes 9
  • Parts 5
  • Time 45m
Ongoing, First published Jun 27, 2019
⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS⚠️: disorders, rape, torture, self-hate, self-doubt, self-harm, etc. 
There will not be warnings on chapters. 
(However feel free to personally message me about certain topics you want to avoid reading about and I'll let you know which chapters are safe for you.) 


GOT7's Jinyoung is an amazing actor. So much so, he does it everyday of his life. He acts as if nothing is bothering him, that he doesn't suffer from extreme self-doubt, that he doesn't doubt his worth to the people around him, that he doesn't think no one would care if he just...disappeared. 
"I feel as if I'm drowning, and it's my own fault."

BTS' Taehyung is also an actor. He often acts as his happy-not-a-trouble-in-the-world self, but that is far from the truth. Taehyung struggles with extreme self-hate. He feels as though he wasn't meant to belong in this world, that he was a mistake. 
"I feel as if I'm drowning, and it's my own fault." 

Read what happens when the two-who never paid each other much attention before-find themselves in a situation in which it is out of their control to stop. After the traumatic experience each went through together, will they still find the other somewhat annoying-which makes it hard for them to get along-or find the light they couldn't see before?
Will they find comfort in the other, or rather end up pushing away their only chance at salvation?


A/N = this is not a romance between the two. Eventually, they will get together as TAEKOOK and JINSON.
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