Dirty Laundry
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  • Reads 281
  • Votes 30
  • Parts 6
  • Time 54m
Ongoing, First published Jun 28, 2019
Mature
I fell
Now I am in too deep, too deep to leave, as I have long forfeited my red flag when I got in bed with the devil

I fell
In love with the skeleton of man I once knew,  when I should have been pouring  that love into the silhouette of the young, innocent girl I once was long ago abandoned by the world 

I fell 
Into a puddle of mud somewhere along the way, excuse the smell of bullshit pilled up beneath my shoes I've been through too much shit 
 
I fell
Now I am drowning in a sea of tears and regret, searching for the old me in the bottom of a whiskey bottle and in the crevices of  a blunt 

I fell
For the lies- all of them, especially for the one that I could be anything I wanted to be, when in truth I am the person life has made me to be

I fell
For you...so knowing all that i've fallen in why would you not catch me? When I would have jumped through fire to catch you 

Now I fall no more it's time for me to pull myself out of hell using the devil's horn as an anchor 

This cycle of Dirty Laundry is never ending, rinse, repeat, rinse, repeat, and somehow I am the one always being thrown in the wash with the rest of the sinners, to be washed and aired dried of our unholiness

 Maybe if I talk loud enough my story will be heard over the slush of water coming from the laundry machine and I will no longer be looked at as Dirty Laundry
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