Truth And Lies
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If only I could switch off. Switch off my emotions, my thoughts but most importantly my pain. It never goes away. The dullness lingers there like an unwanted memory. It never appeared to me that my pain could be seen by others, I just got used to wearing a mask and never revealing the truth. The truth has haunted me my whole life and if I don't face it soon, it could destroy the one thing I've come to love in this world.
I never thought that the guy I grew up with would be the one I fall head over heels in love with. Sebastian Gray can get any girl he wants, but he chose to be with me and the lie I am keeping from Bastian will jeopardise our relationship.
He has seen my scars, but he doesn't know why they are there. I can't tell him the truth, it wouldn't be fair to myself if it just makes me more messed up than normal. I already have a family that worries about my well-being 24/7, I don't want Bastian's sympathy or pity, it just adds to the fire.
My lies will never keep me safe, I have to tell Bastian the truth, but I'm afraid of the outcome. What will happen if Bastian finds out? How can I finally accept my past and move on with my life? Will my lies catch up to me and swallow me whole? Please God, don't let Bastian find out the truth!
*Trigger warning, this novel contains explicit scenes such as sex scenes, mentions of suicide, drugs and self harm. This may be triggering for some readers.*
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