Starting Over
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**BEING REWRITTEN**
Everyone figured Ashton Carter was suicidal due to the cuts scattered across his arms and legs, but no one thought he had the guts try and eventually kill himself. After Ashton Carter died in his coma the people left living are stuck having to pick up the pieces of what he left behind.
Before the incident, he was declared invisible as soon as his best friend and "loving" girlfriend left him being for popularity. No one bothered to help him scared to be tormented by his old friends. So instead, everyone ignored him. Well, that was the plan until he died.
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"Are you okay?" She asks, taking a step closer.
I strain a smile on my face. "Of course I'm okay, why wouldn't I be?"
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