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1991 (ON HOLD)

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Sunshine. The smell of fragrant fruit and clear water in a lake that seems bottomless. 

But also, 

Anxiety. The smell of greasy food, threatening to break the scales underneath your feet and fear. Endless fear and doubt. 

The year was 1991, and Canzara was trying to be better. 

HEAVY Trigger warnings for eating disorders. Please be safe and aware while you are reading. 


(July 2019-All Rights Reserved

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