Lacking Emotion
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After the death of his sister, James's life became hell. His parents started beating him up and he was forced to indore it.
Isolation, submission, and a desperate attempt to please others were just some of the things he tried to better his current lifestyle, but none worked. In a last attempt to free himself he did something that he knows he could get killed for if he got caught. But as always, things never went as planned. An unimaginable event happened which caused him to lose his life.
Waking in a world of magic and swords, he's been placed in a rather odd situation. Years after his encounter with the god who blessed him with a second life by mistake, his circumstances changed dramatically causing his future plans and second chance to go down the drain.
But being surrounded by a new found family he decides to not be the victim of fate, but let fate be the victim.
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Please comment and give me your advice about how to improve my writing skills! Yeah I know my tenses suck but that's why I'm here :3
NOTE TO SELF THIS BOOK IS UNDERGOING EDITING. I KEEP GETTING NEW IDEAS BUT I PROMISE THAT I'LL SETTLE ON ONE WRITING STILE EVENTUALLY
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