you lied

You lied
...
You said that I was the most beautiful girl you ever saw, that you couldn't stop yourself from staring at me. That I had this charisma and glamour that made your knees week whenever we met

You said that you kept my photos framed in your bedroom and a copy under your pillow
So that when you slept, dreams of our future together danced in your mind ..you saw our two juniors ...a boy and a girl .and oooh you said they looked just like me .kumbe it was a reverse dream to destroy me

You had promised me forever. You had offered to give me the seventh heaven I never had.. You had promised to stand with me through my most unpleasant days ...

But all you gave me was bile , toxicity and sadness .you ruined me completely. You disorganised my mind and broke my heart into million pieces ...you tore my soul apart and fed it to the devil .

you inflicted scars in me..physical, psychological, emotional and mental...scars that I feed from till now .scars that follows me like karma .scars that scar my life like a daily nasty accident... you destroyed my life . you killed my star..

Look at me now babe ,I am a completely addicted to hate. Drugs and me have become best of friends .loneliness and depression are eating me up ..everything that was good in me is gone. I am just but a living corpse ......a corpse that still yearns for your love ..

©magi
Words from my soul