Playlist. (gay)
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Last published Sat, Jun 29, 2019
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for not having another but this option to tell this story. I wish my story was like the ones shown on TV and books, where amazing people achieve their goals and find their soulmate, they fall in love and probably have a happy ending. I wish I was someone kids and teen could look up to, and being a role model for everyone. I wish I wasn't like this. And I wish my story wasn't this messy and sad. But I swear,
If I could, I would be a different person.
But, come on, this is the reality.
Not a fucking-fairy-tale.
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