June 30th, 2019 Today I decided to finally find a way to write down my thoughts. I can't live like this anymore. I can't just lock it up inside me all the time. Hopefully this will help me to reflect things better and see some things more clearly. Hopefully I won't overthink anymore. Hopefully I can prevent mistakes from happening in the future. This isn't a cry for help. This is my life, my feelings written down, all raw and uncut.All Rights Reserved