And This Is Why..

Why.
Why me.
Those are the only two statements I have been able to fathom within the last 8 hours.
Why is it ALWAYS me that gets screwed over.
The only thing I have to say is that I hate her.
Actually I have a lot to say. On top of that I hate him. I hate him for loving her, and leaving me behind. At least thats how I see it.
You know what else i hate? I hate the word hate.
The hatred I have bundled up inside me is all over one stupid boy..
To be honest I don't even know why.. He's a total ass.
Even though I may have one chasing me.. Im constantly running away towards him...
Even though he's with her...
Of course I would be the one stuck with this decision.
Why me.
Why.