METANOIA
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Ongoing5m
Last published Wed, Jul 10, 2019
Into the darkness, I'm sinking.
Following every whim I had.
Procrastinating as never before when it comes to school.
And oh did I mention my consciousness. My mind is in daze and unconsciousness more than awake most of the days.
So I always wonder if there will be a time when I will wake up from this daze. If there is a chance for me to start swimming again toward the surface.
Sometimes I wonder who is the person I turned into, but sometimes I also wonder if that's just me. That I never changed in the first place.
What does it take for someone to change?
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