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Alone Again

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Parts 20
Time 1h 42m

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TRIGGER WARNING: TOPICS OF DEPRESSION, SUICIDE, AND DRUG ABUSE
READERS DISCRETION IS ADVISED

He grabbed my shoulders and kissed me. I melted into the kiss. I missed the feeling of his lips against mine, despite the taste of alcohol. He backed up but continued to hold onto my shoulders.
"You left me alone again... and I can't live without you." He said suddenly.
~~~~~~~~
When Matthew Allen, a 22-year-old college student, finds himself in a hospital bed after attempting suicide. He's stressed by his selfish act and wants to get better. Not only for himself but for those who love him.

Jake Anderson, the life of the party, wants to do everything he can to save Matthew from himself. Jake wouldn't trade his love for the world. Matthew is the only thing he cherishes, but when he steps foot into a party, things began to change for the worst.All Rights Reserved

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