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October || Narry au

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Reads 1,209
Votes 95
Parts 6
Time 2h 7m

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"I don't wanna lose your touch, I don't wanna hurt this much, I can feel you slipping away."

The last six weeks had been tough on Niall and his daughter Izzy. But when October comes around, his perfect life - his beautiful family - all start to fall apart when Harry seems to lose himself to mental illness. In just one month everything Niall's ever loved comes crashing down around him, and he's the only one who can even begin to pick up the pieces and put it back together. But what if it all gets too much for him before he can fix his family?


DISCLAIMER: severe mental illness references, trauma, self harm, themes of suicide, and violent language are all present in this story. Read at your own discretion. 

All Rights Reserved @narryraindrops 2019All Rights Reserved

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Beyond Repair by SaRcAsTiCxBxTcH

Paisley Hayes' life is turned upside down when a deadly car crash results in the loss of her mother. Her father moves her and her nine brothers to Florida for a fresh start. There she meets Donovan, her neighbor, who genuinely seems to care for her. Her fresh start is interrupted with the arrival of her ex boyfriend and bullies who aim to make her life as miserable as before. With an absent father, nine brothers, and bullies, Paisley is constantly fighting an inner battle with herself. As her fresh start comes crumbling down, Paisley holds out hope she will have her brothers to rely on this time. But when your worst enemy is your mind...will her brothers be enough? As history begins to repeat itself, Paisley is left with a choice...to repeat her past mistakes or create a better future. ******TRIGGER WARNING****** THIS STORY DEALS WITH DEPRESSION, SELF HARM, SOME ANOREXIA AND BULIMIA Just know if you're dealing with this, please call this hotline: 1-800-273-8255. Remember you are not alone *****************************

Let Me Go [Sequel to Lost, Hopeless, and Destroyed] by LovaticDirectioner69

Autumn is Melody and Niall's daughter. And yes, Niall Horan. Things happen in Autumn's first year of high school, that change her life forever. She is best friend's with Louis and Eleanor's son, Zach. But then she makes a new friend. She soon develops a dangerous habit, which soon turns into an life threatening illness. Can she be saved before it's too late? Or is the damage already done? Read to find out. (: **Warning** Contains: Anorexia, Bulimia, Self-Harm, Bullying, Smut, Abuse, Sexual Abuse, Suicide, and Death.

Broken (a Niall Horan love story) by cow_queen

"Do you feel safe with him?" the question seemed silly; in my head I had immediately laughed at it because it was so absurd. How could I not feel safe with Niall? He had turned out to be the only constant in my crazy life so far; he was always there for me through out everything. He did everything that he possibly could to help me to get to the point that I was at then. Instead of going on a rant about how much I did, in fact, feel safe with Niall, I nodded and said, "I always feel safe with him." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Navaeh is not your average teenager. Sure, she's a few months away from being eighteen, and is having trouble getting a better grade then a C in Biology, but her troubles don't end there. Niall is one fifth of the popular boy-band One Direction, and seems to be living the dream. A chance meeting brings the two together in a circumstance that leaves Niall afraid for Navaeh's safety. She harbors secrets about herself that only her and one other person know and when Niall becomes determined to break down her walls, things get complicated. A relationship is hard enough to keep as it is but when you add an unmistakably cruel family problem it gets harder. ****************TRIGGER WARNING: abuse, self-harm, and suicidal thoughts and actions. Please do not read if easily triggered.********************

Finding Me {Niall Horan} completed by KathleenTaraLouise

I thought I was done finding me. I thought I was complete and that there was no more to do. But now I've lost myself, I'm incomplete. I've lost one of the most important things in my life, I've lost my life and everything about it. I guess I'm always going to be finding me. Lovely cover made by @night-owls (triggering concepts inside) I wrote this a long time ago, and it shows how immature my writing was then, so only read if you can stand awfully written stories. (Most likely being unpublished next year)

Abused, Kidnapped, Raped... by TheNameIsAubree

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Harry once asked me what was the most painful thing I've endured in my life, I couldn't answer to him back then but, hearing his desperate plead for me to hold on I got my answer now. ¨Hold on please, darling.¨ And for the first time since knowing him I wanted to listen to him only now I physically couldn't but I forced myself for him, for my ray of sunshine, for my angel. It took everything in me to open my eyes but I mustered all my energy and weakly opened them to see my favorite shade of green staring back at me, and almost as a reflex ever so slowly my lips curled up at the sight of him. However, at the sight of me grief washed all over his face. I'm here but it's as if he was mourning me. I've never felt so helpless in my life, I wanted to assure him that this isn't his fault, I wish I had the strength to. ¨I'm sorry baby, I'll get us out of here.¨ Watery eyes and a determined face promised me and the only thing I could muster was a weak smile. And with that he turned to face our aggressor. ¨My house, my chair, my wife,¨ At the sound of the last word my heart literally skipped a beat and I swear my eyes almost budged off my face when a second ago I could barely keep them open. ¨You better kill me before I fucking get free, you're on borrowed time and I fucking swear I'll have the time of my life making you pay for what you're doing to my wife.¨ ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- It's not the most ideal thing to be a mafia leader with two kids, and it surely isn't the most logical thing to fall in love with your enemy. -------------- A dark Harry fic with a little twist. Or maybe two.

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