Saudade

Saudade -A nostalgic longing to be near again to something or someone that is distant , or that has been loved and then lost ."the love that remains "

This word described Katsumi's life all too well .This word was inscribed all over her life . She was in love with someone . Someone who she was close to when she was young . And then she lost him . she lost him when he became intoxicated by his pride . He was never the same after that . But somehow she is still very much in love with him . But with every passing moment of her life she felt as if her fantasies will never come to life .