Where is my mind

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Reads 3,123
Votes 47
Parts 14
Time 1h 37m

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An Alternate Universe in which Mickey deals with mental illness, instead of Ian (hence AU). This work is to show how Mickey's mental illness affects him and the people around him. Enjoy!All Rights Reserved

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Malia Milkovich {-Ian Gallagher-} by deanlover275

Mickey and Ian's love story but Mickey's genderswapped. Their full love story, I might add. From Season 1 to Season 11. So spoilers ahead! This will have anything to do with Mickey, Ian, Lip or Mandy. I know that Gallavich is Mickey and Ian related but I consider that for Lip and Mandy since he's a Gallagher and she's a Milkovich. Please remember that I'm keeping the relationship between Ian and Malia the same so don't come at me for the fight scenes.

Always going to be him//Gallavich by Mileven03011

Ian had always struggled with the idea of finding someone who truly loved him- a soulmate. After many failed relationships, he comes across Mickey Milkovich. As a result of one night together, Ian realises that maybe finding love isn't as hard as he once thought. (Strong course language, drug mentions/use, sexual references/scenes, and mentions of mental health/disorders. Other sensitive subjects included.)

abnormal (gallavich) by lipscigarettesmoke

1.7% of the population is intersex. it is defined as a person born with genitalia or reproduction organs that don't fit a binary. one of the people who has been affected by this is mickey milkovich. he identifies as male but has known for a long time that he can carry children. to him it's just another punishment. that is until ian finds out about it. they use the extra organ to their full advantage. ** okay so i know we all hate mpregs but this is one of them. it seems to be really popular in gallavich fan fics. so to make to make it a little bit less weird i've actually tried to include it as someone people really deal with. also it's heavily inspired by that one scene where carl walks into the kitchen in season 11 and mickey has donuts....yk

Keep It To Yourself -Gallavich by ieros_way_

Gallavich story written from Mickeys perspective. He goes from keeping his thoughts to himself, to letting Ian know everything.

𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥, 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝒃𝒓𝒖𝒕𝒂𝒍 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐰. 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚 𝐛𝐨𝐲, 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝒃𝒓𝒖𝒕𝒂𝒍 𝐟𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐬. 𝒕𝒐𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒂 𝒃𝒓𝒖𝒕𝒂𝒍 𝒎𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒑𝒊𝒆𝒄𝒆. 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒍 𝒈𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒂𝒈𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒙 𝒇𝒆𝒎! 𝒐𝒄 𝑫𝑶𝑬𝑺 𝑵𝑶𝑻 𝑭𝑶𝑳𝑳𝑶𝑾 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑺𝑯𝑨𝑴𝑳𝑬𝑺𝑺 𝑺𝑻𝑶𝑹𝒀𝑳𝑰𝑵𝑬 𝑶𝑵𝑳𝒀 𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑹𝑨𝑪𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺 𝑷𝑳𝑶𝑻𝑺 !!

Cadence ( Part 2 of Rhythm ) Completed* by Livvyr

Mickey and Ian have somehow surprised themselves and hit the ground running when it comes to parenting their daughter. Mikayla Gallagher burst onto the scene and turned her parents' lives upside down but both Mickey and Ian are learning that maybe that's what they needed to truly find their ways. Only problem is, now that they're completely on board with trying to add to their family again, things aren't exactly going as planned. Between getting Ian's business up and running and Mickey dealing with insecurities that really should have been hashed out years ago, it's looking like carving out the life they're both hoping for isn't as easy as they'd hoped. And maybe neither one of them is so shocked by that.

The Pain Of A Milkovich Part Two by DeadBucky

The south side roller coaster is back. Hannah, Mickey, and Ian have been living a good life since the last time they had a bump in their road. Hannah and Carl have had a happy relationship, doing everything together, and Hannah always remembering to say I love you. Carl never lets her forget. Life was happy and good until Hannah and Carl made a huge mistake. A mistake that messed up everyone lives but made them realize there is still good in the world. Mickey also has bad news. News Hannah and Mickey thought they'd never have to deal with again. The bad news also effects Ian, making him rethink his and Mickey's relationship. Find out what happens with Hannah and Carl's mistake and Mickey's bad news. Make sure the check out The Pain Of A Milkovich before reading.

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When Ian comes home from work exhausted, the following week cascades in a fight to be okay.

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