"нope" [h.s.]
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  • Reads 4,451
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  • Parts 24
  • Time 3h 11m
Ongoing, First published Jul 12, 2014
You know what true pain is when you find yourself loosing hope.
They didn't believe in love. They only believed in the devil. They believed that darkness is where the demons hide. Sometimes love wins darkness, but sometimes they can destroy a person to a point where they find themselves wishing they were dead. This novel is about overcoming yourself. Will you be able to say 'I made it' in a phew years time? Or will you give up and hate yourself till the day you die? 
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"Will this pain endure in me forever?" She said, her eyes filling with tears. 
"Maybe. Or maybe you will see yourself ten years from now with two healthy kids playing around your bed. Maybe you find yourself saying 'I love you' to someone. Or even having a successful job. Maybe you become a great writer or a great designer. You want to know if this pain will last forever? Then fight through it till the pain disappears. Fight till you prove yourself wrong."
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