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The Monster that eats me

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Bab 6
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Bab 6
Durasi 28m

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abuse eatingdisorder fantasy monsters self selfharm suicide supernatural witches

Hi, my name is Necter and I am going to tell you my story and how I went from a healthy size, fun and loving witch to a skinny, sick and sad bitch.


If this is offensive to anyone, I am sorry. Please inform me if you don't like it and I will take it down. I am putting this story up for awareness that bullying people and telling them they are fat is not nice and that the consequences are dire. 

WARNING! : There will be self harm, bullying, grotesque description and suicide. Please move away from this story if you are not willing to critique me on my efforts, if you are not mature enough to read this or if you will just say mean things about this story.

Thank you for reading my story if you are willing too and I hope you receive my message! Have a good day!Seluruh Hak Cipta Dilindungi Undang-Undang

abuse eatingdisorder fantasy monsters self selfharm suicide supernatural witches

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