P R O L O G U E They're gone. I can never accept the fact that all of my friends are gone - well, except from Andrea, Elle, Fionna, and Lisaa. I never thought of the time that I'll lose them. Mick, Em, Migs, Ria, Veronica, Joannah.. The fact that it already happened to Briella and Anna, I didn't think that it still wasn't enough to crush me into pieces. The heartbreaking news Calum received that day. All the scars we shared, All the promises we made, It was all gone. Why am I still living in this world? I don't deserve to live! Everyone I cared about died! Left me! What did I do to deserve this?! Okay I get it. I made too many sins. Cheated on Luke, played with Ashton's heart, and the list goes on. Once in a while I'll have an emotional breakdown. I guess this is what happens when you let all your emotions build up. I somewhat knew what Michael was talking about. I have to choose now. Right now in the tome where I can't even handle anything, even a fight. Everything reminds me of them. Is this some kind of joke?! I just can't take it anymore. It's too much to handle. There's just too much happening because I'm Seventeen... ©copyrighted2014
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