SBDNTB

being that I didn't finish my last story I do not expect to close chapters here, sounds crazy but I have a major problem with commitment. Commitment to tasks, commitment to places and people, do not misunderstand me though I am capable of accomplishing whatever task I am given but it would come off as heart aching torture. Sail with me as I try to make my imaginations come to live like dreams only with a more realistic feel (did someone just whisper lucid dreams???!! leemaooo) and if I stop abruptly, simply, say a short prayer for me so I may overcome fear and despondency.