Barely Breathing
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"Everything seems so meaningless. I can't fathom why anyone would desire to continue to live such a miserable life."
Bella Grey has lost all hope in herself and humanity.
Bella is dead inside. She can't feel or empathize. She's just too far gone. Her parents stuffed her with pills in hopes of getting rid of the evil monster called depression inside of their daughter. But the monster still remains.
Will the mysterious boy who insist on befriending Bella be her remedy? Or will he confirm, yet again, that you can't trust anyone?
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This is the story of a girl and her battle with depression. It is loosely based on my life.
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