I just feel so powerless, just as things start to get better everything falls apart"

#1 in awstenknight 4/26/2020 - 4/30/2020 ~"I can tell we're gonna be good friends."~ Ryan is a twenty-one year old girl in the middle of college when she gets the call that she will be opening for a band (Waterparks) on their US tour.

Series of one shots based off your fav boy #4 in waterparks

Previous title: Awsten Knight Battle of the Bands Sequel : the one that got away btw sinnamon the band and the people in that band are fictional✨

when awsten met charlie, he was an asshole. in trying to make up for it, he falls in love. 💫just know i think you're rare💫 rankings: #1 - awstenknight ; march 15, 2020 ; july 6, 2020 ; october 24, 2020 ; january 24, 2021 ; february 27, 2021 #2 - jawnrocha ; july 9, 2020 #1 - awsten ; july 17, 2020 ; january 12, 2021 #2 - awstenknight ; september 30, 2020 #2 - awsten ; january 2, 2021 #2 - waterparks ; february 1, 2021

in which awsten makes a tumblr blog for the new year -- awsten: if i died, u would cry once. its like your cat dying, not even your favorite cat. just one that was always existing but you never really was attached to. awsten: maybe dying is the better option, like everyone is so scared of dying bc they like living sm but what if dying is actually the ultimate to living, how dinner is good but dessert is better. death is the dessert. -- {completed} t/w: depression, suicide, self harm.

yeah i dont know why i made this either

'𝙄 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙗𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙡𝙮.' Awsten is a shitty meme account and Geoff is a help/support page. Instagram au.

I resent the party scene with a part of me that's hard to see

"What are you doing?" "Getting lost in my own thoughts."