Besmirchment | Stigma
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  • Reads 23,140
  • Votes 1,716
  • Parts 54
  • Time 5h 30m
Complete, First published Jul 08, 2019
Mature
I saw myself as I spent a day with you in my arms but then, I heard something shattering. It suddenly wakes me up from my paradise like dream. I can hear strange sounds spinning inside my head like telling me something that I had forgotten and placed in the back of my head. I try covering my ears, but I can't fall back asleep. My throat keeps hurting by trying to shout as loud as I can to let those voices fade away. I try to wrap my throat, but I have no voice at all. The reason why I can't hear anything even I tried to shout as loud as I can is that I don't have a voice.
I wanted to find out the reasons behind this voice inside my head, the dreams I always have that ends up waking me up in the middle of the night panting like I was running in a marathon and especially why does your face suddenly appears in my dreams. I want to know the truth behind the illusions that torture me each night yet are still the same and coming back each time I close my eyes to sleep.
We have always meet and get interacted with each other, but we don't really know each other personally. We may know basic information like name and age but nothing more, nothing less. We meet at a wrong place, wrong time and wrong moment but our hearts were interconnected after that unexpected moment. Faith made its way to play with our hearts and emotion, but I wanted to tell you that this is all not a coincidence. Help me find the answers that I am looking for to answer the questions running inside my mind and until then please just please stay by my side and don't leave me please as you caused me my own stigma.

Besmirch
To stain; sully: a reputation that was besmirched by slander.
- besmirchment or besmirch is synonymous to stigma which means a mark of disgrace associated with a particular circumstance, quality, or person.


Besmirchment  is a story that is revealing the dark secrets behind the colorful and abundant life of the characters. The mistakes that are being concealed will interconnect them.
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