Thug since day 1

Hey y'all my name is crystal but everyone calls me (pretty mama) I'm 15 my sister Tamara aka tt is 16 and my cousins that stay with us are raven 16 and London 17 .and boss aka my and tt dad .he is a drug dealer and tt is his fav daughter but idc .me and boss don't get along .it all started when I was 1 .he started taking me to the trap when I was 1 and me and haven't seen eye to eye at all ! We fight and argue all the time sense I was little .tt didn't have to go threw I had to neither did my cuzins .but one person that did treat my right was my uncle !but when I was young he died . He made me so happy He had changed his life around but someone shot him anyway even tho he quit all that drug stuff .i was there when he died in hospital I was 5 and he told me it was okay to cry but I said that thugs don't cry he smiled one last time and died and u didn't cry but boss only let a tear fall an stoped to look at me the one not crying I never cried after that. One last thing I can dance!