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TOXIC

iminlovewhith1D

Reads 53
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Reads 53
Votes 6
Parts 3
Time 23m

iminlovewhith1D

adolescent anxiety bad deadinside death depression fear happy happyending highschool hijab hurt islam love mentalhealth obsession prison romance sad sadending teen toxic

Love is a beautiful feeling indeed. It makes you wanna be better, a much better person. Live a healthy life for the person you love. It's all butterflies and giddiness. It's choosing to be at your best when the one you love isn't.  But what happens when instead of evolving you become worse and worse of a person. When it becomes obsessional. When the one that loves you is the reason for your downfall for your lost.

She had such a bright future in front of her, loving parents,and a life full of happiness and joy.  She wanted to meet her prince charming like all the other girls of course. She wanted to fall in love get married she wanted it all. She thought she found it when they met. She was warned. but she was so subborn. She liked the idea of love. She read it in her novels. Love is good. Love can't harm you. It never can......

He had nothing to loose , no family, no future, nothing. When he met her, he thought he was in love.He always wanted to be with her , to touch her , to feel her. He didn't care when she was saying that it was wrong . she talked about it being her religion. He didn't believe in anything anyway. He didn't care that his life was her. He loved her.He loved her just so much. He never experienced it but it must've been it right? The feeling of always wanting to be with her, the urge to hurt every one that gets on their ways. It had to be it...... It had to be......All Rights Reserved

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