The feelings

"Ugh" - I quietly sighed and held my head in my hands. I was so stressed, trying to make a plan of how to end Derek's life. I think Y/n will not approve it, but I don't really have any other option.

I sat up and looked at Y/n again. My eyes became glossy as I thought if something happen to us. What if I lose her? Forever?

"No, no, Jason, stop. What are you saying?" - I thought to myself

"Baby, stop stressing so much, we'll get through everything together, that's what you say, right?" - she caressed my cheek

I remembered that night and her words.

"Are you serious?! You're Jason freaking McCann! How can you be afraid of something? You've already did one of the hardest and painful things you was afraid of: you fell in love" - I thought to myself

"Remember who you are, Jason. Remember who you got blessed with. Do you really want to lose her?"

"Of course not. I love her to death"

TW: (CONTAINS SEXUAL CONTENT; SWEARING AND VIOLENCE)