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Never The Same

JustWantToWrite1

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JustWantToWrite1

criminalminds derekmorgan morgan reid romance selfharm spencerreid teen

A slash between Morgan and Reid
Contains scenes of self harm
Contains swearing 
Reid found things tough until he found a way to cope with the daily struggles of life. He had battled with self harm through teenage years and isn't surprised when it once again comes back to haunt him later on in life. Does anyone find out? Can anyone help him? Maybe so, one things for sure, things after that first cut, where never the same. 


Will be updated regularly and may be triggering for people dealing with self harm. If you are in fact dealing with self harm and need help please seek out for some. I hope nothing I write is offensive.All Rights Reserved

criminalminds derekmorgan morgan reid romance selfharm spencerreid teen

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Sun, Jul 13, 2014

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