philophobia
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Ongoing5m
Last published Mon, Jul 14, 2014
(n.) the fear of being in;
falling in love
the last thing i remember was a gunshot.
'amy!' something says in my mind.
it's my mom. my dad... i can barely remember anything.
'your dad shot my arm, then shot his stomach, honey. i'm sorry.'
'what is going on' i say, later realizing what had happened.
i was 7 then. little but i knew what was going on.
'amy. it's for the best,' she says exiting the hospital doors.
'mommy!' i said loudly.
she didnt reply.
the next 10 years hurt. i was switched from foster to foster home.
untill i wound up with the hendersons.
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