find me
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"are you okay have you ever really been" he asked me with unwavering eye's.
when he realized i wasn't going to reply he simply said "answer me cause when i walk out I won't come back"
"no no no i can't do this anymore I'm not okay I have never been people like me never get to be happy I just can't. I keep telling my self the world doesn't deserve me but i don't deserve the world either" I said with tear streaken face breaking down the last barrier to my heart
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