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"There's a thin line between love and hate"

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   Reid Thompson had been struggling for years to find something to motivate him. That's till he moved to Lincoln where he joined the soccer team with a cute but moody, star player.

   Ansel Beck was just trying to make his parents proud and be the best at everything. Unfortunately, the adorable new boy threatened his spot as captain.

   But that was just the beginning. Some how everything just got even messier and Reid endured a bad accident that made coping so much harder.

Started: July 6, 2019
Finished:All Rights Reserved

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Benny Parker is a quiet nerd with some dark secrets, but keeping to yourself is hard when you're the bullies favorite toy Miles Thompson is an energetic, loyal jock who is trying to come to terms with his sexuality, but that's hard when everyone expects you to be perfect. What happens when their paths intertwine one fateful day? Tw's (these are not included at the top of chapters) Self Harm Suicide Hospital Death Homophobia Smut Abuse This story is not promoting, encouraging, romanticising or glorifying topics such as abuse, suicide, self harm, disordered eating, sexual abuse/misconduct or anything like that, it is just showing what the affects of it can be like especially for LGBT+ young people. Please be respectful in the comments and if anyone is struggling do reach out for support! There is support out there and you are not alone!