Stay High.
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Last published Mon, Jul 14, 2014
This is an autobiography about my struggles with addiction and mental illness. I don't really expect many people to read it, but to those of you who do, I'd like to say thank you in advance and I hope you can somehow take comfort and relate to me. People are people, and they all go through shit. This is the beginning of my story, and the rest is still unwritten.
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