The swan dive | Bakudeku | suicidal Deku
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⚠️ This is somewhat of a BakuDeku story and it does contain depression and other things so if you're sensitive I suggest you DON'T read it. ⚠️
I wrote this a long time ago. I no longer plan on making any more stories. Not as of right now anyways. But holy shit- I can't believe over 100k of you have read this pile of trash 💀
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[Depressed Izuku x Bakugo Fanfiction] Like an artist, he creates art in the cursed canvas that is his pale skin. The whispers of a taunting voice that controls each stroke of the brush that is his blade. A pitiful work of art that is hidden from the world's eye. All until intense ruby irises discover the broken masterpiece that was concealed behind closed curtains. ○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎. "I have been such a prideful asshole towards you that I kept hurting you even though I knew there was something wrong with you," Katsuki frowned, continuing to clean his cuts. Izuku's heart fluttered inside his chest, listening intently to what he had to say. "Fucking hell, I knew there was something wrong, yet instead of helping you I only made it worse." ○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎. 🚨⚠️T•R•I•G•G•E•R W•A•R•N•I•N•G⚠️🚨 This story contains the following: Lots of swearing Self-Harm Depression Suicide/Suicide Attempt Physical Abuse Homophobia Angst Graphic details Blood Needles 🚫 Read at your own risk 🚫 NATIONAL SUICIDE PREVENTION HOTLINE: 888-628-9454 Please, if you yourself are going through a depressive episode, or know about someone going through severe depression, don't hesitate to get some help! You matter, and you deserve to be helped. ***I do not own the characters or images used for this story, all credits go to their respective owners*** Catch Me If I Fall by Katy Santiago Copyright © 2022 All Rights Reserved - Any similarities with other stories are purely coincidental.
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